SicklySadistic

Through a fate worse than death, together we stand, pain on pain, and colors fading to black. You used to light up my world, and you still do. But how much longer will this wretched life sustain, repeating things much the same, "I love you too". Make do with me, and I'll run away from you. Oh, is it worth the agony sweetheart, forever deemed a life of misery due to another you have loved? But no... to you it seems, we're off to a good start.

Sometimes we feel such away from the world that what seems out of focus becomes sincere and what we held so dear will disappear. Unto the night we walk as Fallen, knights of the gods, and an aid to the voice who's calling. Do away with insatiable fear, lend a hand you do not own, help who in the end will be you in mirror. Call upon dearest, those held true, a sentence worthy of doing those actions you'd do to no other. Your sadness will become surreal, but always remember, it's for your despair that demons make do and have their next meal.

Taking you in my arms, I know you are the one, that god in my eyes to me, has most redeemed. The despair and pain I thought I felt was not at all what it now seems. I'll kiss you and hide under the covers; I'll look into your eyes. We are everything together, we will show the world we're ever more than lovers.

Am I destined to die with my wrists still bound? You love me, oh you do? Then why won't you save me!? At the peak of my lungs I'm screaming can't you hear the sound? Oh great be his best friend! More than friendly love quite possibly!? I don't want that! Maybe a message from my heart is what I'll send! I'll teach that boy who pursues only hate and agony! Who despises all his friends oh so mercilessly! I really hate him, the jealousy won't stop! Let's chop off his head and hold a ceremony! Oh you think talking to her might fix things? The trees will continue to beckon! He will call out to himself in the dark! To you he's an ange

Sparkling droplets light up the skies Lightening and sunlight brighten the day Your smile still warmer than all I'm happy because you truly love me Go to sleep, rest your uneasy eyes Forget the pain, forget me Just go to sleep Here's a pillow, a gift from me Now sleep soundly or suffer the pain I've made your life a hell The least I can do is lull you to sleep Close your eyes I'll mend your heart I'll kiss your forehead And make you forget I'm a monster, it's meeting me you regret Sorry for all the pain, now just go to sleep I promise you tomorrow will be better Although with you in my arms I'd be better off But for your s

Hey Cesar... what are you thinking about? C'mon answer me... Tonight with you I stare at the moon Hoping you stare right at me I know you won't be leaving soon So let's just enjoy this moment I turn to look up at you I tell you all about how my day went And you tell me about the things you want to do I pull you closer You giggle in that adorable way Up until I met you I was a loser I would have never imagined having such a perfect day You complete me and I'm glad you're here I can smell your hair as I continue to look above We hug in a most affectionate manner, our love a two-sided mirror Looking at you it's no wonder I fell i

Hey Cesar... I'm going to sleep. I'm tired. Wake me up whenever... Moments like this I wish they'd last You came to my home Now you're asleep Your knees drawn close Almost touching your chest I sit just staring at you My heart beats fast You shift ever so slightly I've never seen something so adorable I drink my hot cocoa But that's not what warms my heart It's my love for you I almost don't want to wake you You seem so peaceful So I guess now's my chance to take in your beauty You make little sounds as you change position I really want to lay beside you I take a moment and just breathe I'm happy I could be with someone li

Hey, It's me again... I was wondering if you wanted to hang out. Who is that with you? Kill yourself? No don't! K-... She hung up... Tick tock as time goes on A cut at her wrist and her life is gone Her desires unkempt as the sands pour in She continues to do what she knows is sin His love is beautiful and holds only but one flaw She continues to do, even through the errors she saw Tick tock as time goes on A cut at her wrist and her life is gone He's afraid of the numbers and she's afraid of himself His fears, her numbers, piling up on the shelf Tick tock as the clock bleeds red A cut at her wrist and he is dead Her sadness refl

Hey... It's another cold winter without you, how about you come cuddle with me...? Oh... you still want to be with him... Well there's a few things... that I want you to know. I love you, I wanted you to know, I can't tell you enough, When you run your fingers through my hair, Kiss me or hug me, Even if you're not even there, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, With our hearts sewn together, Your smile is enough for me to love life, Your personality is an honest pure one, You make things awkward but I love that, With you I'd love to take things slowly, I want to experience every moment with you in stride, We can think

I wake up early, and jump in the shower, My teeth are brushed, and my smile is healthy, I walk outside and see the sun shone brightly, My work pay's raised, I'm on time and early, But how I feel inside, I'm locked up in a forgotten tower, My happy thoughts are everywhere, but the sad ones stealthy, And my bad thoughts whisper into my ear nightly, Tears in my eyes, my sadness is shown clearly, I yearn for your touch, the smell of your hair, When will my mind finally catch a clue, My rash thoughts to you are becoming quite a scare, Tonight I end another day without you.